West Africa heritage and Estonian heritage meet in Chicago for this blended musical project.

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Gardening has always been a part of my life in varying degrees. From my earliest days of toddling behind each of my grandmothers in their own uniquely created gardens, to my own beginning urban gardening attempts as a young adult I have delighted in growing plants for food and beauty. I have had at least a bit of garden through the years while raising and homeschooling my children. Currently, I am in the process of reclaiming a suburban yard from what we left as the open space for the outside yard activities - badminton, wiffleball, volleyball in the summer and backyard hockey in the winter.
Growing more each year, I have been learning to expand the harvest. How to produce more. Learning to grow what I can, where I am and how to produce more in a suburban yard. Our yard is a reasonable size. It is larger than most in our neighborhood in the near west suburbs of Chicago. There is ample space for growing many things. Even having the space there are benefits to growing some plants best in a limited space. The raspberries for example, do well along the alley and next to the side of our garage. If it weren't for these restrictions the canes would be sprouting up without barriers and demand ongoing attention to keep them from taking over the entire yard or maybe even neighborhood. In this restricted space the alley traffic is enough to keep them from spreading into the alley and the garage takes care of the other side. Brilliant placement, if I do say so myself!
The best part is the abundant harvest every summer.
Another surprise bonus to their location is the contribution of the many spruce trees growing on our property. The fallen needles apparently add to the soil content that raspberries (and roses) really like. When my husband sweeps those needles off the driveway, I follow him around to insure they are deposited into the raspberry bramble and not into the yard waste bin. No doubt my golf course perfect lawn neighbors believe I'm nuts!
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| Red Scarf Girl is a historical memoir by Ji-li Jiang about her experiences during the Cultural Revolution of China, with a foreword by David Henry Hwang. |
This story, told in the first person by Ji Li Jiang, raises awareness of what can happen in a country when an ideology of a dictator who achieves power uses the government to control the population. Ji Li's story does so in a way similar to what a reading of George Orwell's 1984 does, with the added emphasis of it being an actual memoir. Both titles shed light on the human desire for power and the natural tendency of governments to move toward institutional power and control if they are not kept in check. Both stories can also give us useful insights into the current context in the USA and around the world. Red Scarf Girl does so in an authentic way told from the perspective of someone who has lived through the kind of tyranny we in USA all thought we were (some still think we are) immune to.
Red Scarf Girl was published in 1997. It foreshadows what we are in many ways seeing transpire today across the US and the world. One very important tactic described and currently being used to control the citizenry is the revision of history. Ji-Li's experience of historical revision reaches deeply into her personal and family life. Her understanding of her family's past is totally revised externally and in her own mind based on the propaganda of the Communist Party during Mao's cultural revolution. Students were given the definitive description of each class of people and every individual within that class. Each was determined to be an enemy or an ally to the regime based on the class status of their ancestors and other family members. No discussion. No nuance. No reality. You are who we say you are. There is no escaping your class background.
If you have any interest in studying this phenomenon or the history of it, you can read a stack of high level academic works (I'll list some below that I have found worthwhile) and of course George Orwell's work, but honestly and especially for your own children and students (depending on their age) there may not be a need to read a highly emotionally charged and/or advanced reading or difficult text when we still have valuable first person accounts like this one from Ji Li Jiang.1984 is emotionally hard to read and even more so is Brave New World, in my opinion. Red Scarf Girl is geared towards readers of about a 6th-7th grade reading level. Red Scarf Girl presents the facts of one persons life, which do in fact carry an emotional charge, but not to the extent that the reader (unless highly sensitive) will find the need to turn away from the story. However, please, do be available for discussion and processing as it will certainly raise intensely important questions for students.
Amazingly though, this recount of the author's life in China lays out in many ways the techniques of censorship and manipulation. Most pertinent to the discussion in my view is that we are currently experiencing the same techniques in the West.
I'd say this is a must read and given the reading level it will be a quick read for most, especially adults. It provides a window into history, worldview ideology, politics and opportunities for learning and discussions involving each of those subjects. And if you are interested in a deeper dive, have time and the reading aptitude, below is a more extensive list:
Actions speak louder than words. It is common to place importance on action over speech. We all speak to it on occasion. We admire people who's actions reflect the spirit of the words they speak. We want our people, especially our leaders with any power or authority to walk the talk. We also know that due to human nature it easier to say the right thing than to do the right thing. From the simplest commitment, "I'll call you." to the biggest, "I'll never leave you." saying the words are just the very beginning. Even with the commitments we make to ourselves, the words flow like water from the faucet but the work often requires the digging of a well.
The right words sell products. Politicians use the words we want to hear to sell themselves. In the last several decades, generally and right now in the months before an election specifically, words reign over action.I think we have all likely noticed the tendency these days in media, in politics, sadly even in the pulpits, for people to cover facts, especially personal facts, regarding the lack of meaningful actions. Maybe even in ourselves, to please people, to win favor, to get elected. The route to giving the appearance of walking the talk these days is as likely to be to change the words and their meanings over demanding more of ourselves in our understandings, in our communications or in our actual behavior.
So use and listen to words wisely. Improve your own vocabulary and commit with me to asking others (in spite of feeling dumb) to clarify what definitions are being used, to clarify that we are using mutually agree upon terms so that we can truly and honestly communicate, so that our conversations foster understanding and contribute to the most prosperity for the most people by maintaining a free and open market place of ideas respectfully shared.
More to be posted soon - on improving our vocabulary so that we can increase our understanding of the people around us and the topics that interest us.
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I love learning new words. I didn't know the meaning of the word elegy when I picked up Hillbilly Elegy to read. And I still didn't when I finished reading it. Just now as I sat to write my response to this honest description of growing up in working class poverty by J.D. Vance, did I finally look up the definition. As a reader who grew up in a working class family, I suspect J. D. would understand that order of fulfilling my curiosity. I love learning new words. My interest in incorporating new vocabulary into my speech is just one small example of how this story resonates for me. I relate personally to this memoir on many levels, the most obvious simply the familiarity of the experiences described.
elegy
a mournful, melancholy, or plaintive poem, especially a funeral song or a lament for the dead.
a poem written in elegiac meter.
a sad or mournful musical composition.
It isn't actually my interest in learning new words that provides one of many connections to J.D. Vance's story, but more accurately the experiences of being rebuffed for trying to use any new vocabulary in my day to day speech in a working class neighborhood as a child. The culture I grew up in was not Kentucky "hillbilly" the label J.D. Vance uses for his own family background but the experiences of my own raised poor working class upbringing would be recognizable to the folks in Vance's childhood community.
I made a new acquaintance recently during my reading of the book, carrying it along on a recent trip. Having already read the title she saw I held, she said it was hard to read. After sharing her thoughts of dismay and shock about events in the story, she asked my reaction to the book. I launched into my own disturbing family stories. My retelling of similar family experiences was probably more than she expected. My own life is filled with crazy poor working class substance abuse stories passed down from earlier generations of my family and lived through in my childhood.
Addiction, co-dependence, domestic violence, teen pregnancies and limited higher education were all a part of my life growing up, but fortunately so was a reasonably good public education system, a neighborhood of families who kept an eye on each other's kids and accessible public libraries. Those community resources were contributing factors in being able to rise above the disfunction I was raised in, but so was my own innate curiosity about the lives of others and the options I had a glimpse of. It was books filled with words of the life stories of others, books with promises of more somewhere else, sometime in the future, books that offered a mental escape. Holding those promises in my heart was a way to get through it all with the hopes of more and dreams of peace intact.
Hillbilly Elegy presents the hardships suffered by the working class in a specific part of our country but I've lived through and seen similar problems in other geographic locations in the US. Despite the hardships presented, Hillbilly Elegy is a story of hope and the accomplishments that can be made by one individual with the right love, encouragement and support to back them.
In just the last few days, I've learned that J.D. Vance is currently making an attempt to spread that hope further by running as a candidate for the US Senate in Ohio. Based on what I've come to know about him, I'd say he'd be an excellent voice for the people he would represent.
For me, 2021 ended with the luxurious opportunity for some cozy long days of reading. I plowed through two titles by a writer I recently discovered. Rod Dreher is a Christian writer whose words in these works provide an analysis for a deeper understanding of our current times and for encouragement I've been in need of. New directions have been brewing both spiritually and geographically for me as I've struggled with the new realities of post modern, post pandemic living. Both The Benedict Option and Live Not By Lies include thought provoking ideas for personal spirtitual consideration and what to consider going forward in communty.
My own experience includes hearing stories from survivors of authoritarian regimes, as well. Their recollections have remained with me, in some cases for decades now. Their knowledge and insights demand that we heed their warnings. Rod Dreher has put together the intellectuall reasoning as well. His writing is worth your time to read whatever your personal spiritual approach is.
Another enlightening story that reveals current lived reality from around the world is In Order to Live, A North Korean Girl's Journey To Freedom by Yeomi Park. Yeomi Park's first hand experiences of living in and risking an escape from North Korean is told in her recent book. Her real life story is a fast and dramatic read that is another important title to aid in the understanding of what tyranny still exists and where it has the potential to develop further. To raise awareness of the fact that totalitarianism could indeed happen in the USA, I highly recommend this memoir.Last summer, my daughter, joyfully accepted the opportunity to participate in the studio training company of The Texas Ballet Theater. The sole purpose of her move to Dallas was to dance and perform. Opportunities to perform with The Texas Ballet Theater Company were promoted extensively as an important aspect of the studio training company. The potential to be a part of The Texas Ballet Theater Company's performances was a dream come true for her.
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Performing Arts Careers Interrupted
Ants and Ellie were well known public figures in Estonia at the time. Ants especially had enough notoriety to be recognized as an influential voice. His outspoken opinions against the world's dictators were not appreciated and landed Ants in the hands of the Soviet troops. Arrested by the soldiers occupying their country, Ants was reported to his family as dead. It was reported to Ellie that her husband had been shot and killed by his imprisoners. Along with about ten percent of the population of Estonia, Ellie and her two children fled their home country.
In the 1960s, still under the rule of the Soviets, Ants was finally allowed to visit his first family in the U.S. but only solo without any family members including his second wife and the family he had since established with her.
So, what's the point of telling you this story of family history. Well, here's the point - history repeats and certain human characteristics remain the same for individuals, groups, cultures, and societies.
The spotlight confers value to artists. They hold an influential position in society, especially if they are well known. Many have a personal message of insight, belief or vision to share. In a truly free system or society their message will be widely displayed and welcome. Their vision may touch some and not others. Their message may take hold, it may spark a movement in any number of possible ways; artistic, spiritual, economic, or political. In a government-controlled society such as the Soviet Union or the Third Reich and Nazi Germany, if a message is contrary to the politically powerful that message will be silenced. In the context of government overreach and tyranny, the only story given consideration or even allowed to see the light of day will be the one useful to those in positions of power. The narrative will be limited to one that promotes more power for those who desire control over the lives of others.
Once in power, a regime in control will construct every obstacle imaginable to limit the ability to share insights most notably provided by creative individuals. No new insights allowed, no new thinking allowed, and absolutely no challenges to a dictatorial political class holding power. Only messages giving a boon to political power and death to creativity.
The lives of true artists are filled with insight and revelation. They hold historically valuable insights as well as the discovery of new approaches. Creative individuals with a unique viewpoint and an encouraging message to others to pursue individual dreams and creativity will be first on the lists targeted for repression. Demands for obedience by the state, to the state, of the messengers of individual creativity will be high.Individual thought and unique responses to life's ever-changing circumstances & challenges will be discouraged and even outlawed. Threats to the livelihood and potentially to the very life of any rouge and successful living artist will be made.This is in fact what has happened in the past in our world. My daughter's ancestors have only one of the many sad stories from the proliferation of tyranny around the globe during WWII. Their story illustrates that when the state grabs power over its citizens there will inevitably be loss, chaos and human suffering. We live in a unique country in all the world and our history of freedom has been unprecedented in world history. Here it was established that the government would be limited and controlled by 'we the people' not the people controlled by government. All of that is currently in jeopordy by the extensive overreach of our government; local, state and federal.Artists Have InfluenceThis photo is from my local elementary school district's website. (The one my kids didn't go to because we homeschooled.) I was looking up school board member contact info to share my concerns regarding school mask mandates on children, (my email and the board president's email response below, the subject line mispell was from the board pres, not me). The irony of the photo struck me. Given that I would happily wager that the most often asked question of homeschooling parents is "What about socialization?" Over the years I developed a collection of my own potential responses to the socialization question but I won't go into those right now. I'll just let the school website pic below speak to that and wonder if parents and educators will now finally turn that same question back to their school boards.
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| "What about socialization?" |
D95 Board response
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Angie Runyan M.A. IBCLC PCD(DONA)
A Baby Moon Company
Every new mother deserves the best company during her baby moon.